have been hobbying for almost a yr, saw more than 20 SPs. my discovery journey kinda stopped after i found this sp that i really like (looks & feel). saw her more than 15 times. her service is not even that good, but i always wanted to see her. and i would end up booking multiple hours but end up just chatting to the girl for most of the session. she gave me her email and willin to meet outside the agency, but always reply my email several days later, which makes me feel like a fool. i felt like im attached to her.
just lookin for advices from other merbies on how to not get attached to a sp