I am officially taken! Not only in theory, in principal, from an appearance standpoint, or out of fear of being lonely..i am taken by mind, heart, spirit, soul and body, i'm truely in love lol.
If i never make it back, keep the hobby alive.
And i wish every single charming lady that i have ever met through the hobby, a beautiful and safe journey on the way to their goals.
I am not sure if i have truely ever helped anyone have a good time through my contributions to the board, but i can say without a doubt that many contributions from others have helped me.
I came back on the board just long enough to remind myself just how much i've enjoyed reading everybodys posts and sharing some of my experiences with like-minded strangers.
I take back what i said in the thread about her, i wasn't falling for this girl, i was deeply in love with her from the very first moment our eyes met.
The only reason this didn't happen sooner was because i was preventing it from happening due to my own fears and worries.
It took an open minded, free spirited almost 20 year old to open my eyes to the possibilities of new relationship horizons and most importantly to open my eyes to the fact that i was about to marry someone who i didn't truely love!
I believe in sappy love stories now.
I always felt like a secret agent, or a member of a secret club being a member of this board...i will truely miss that.
I apologize if i have ever argued with any members over anything petty and insignificant.
I also apologize for the time that a member sent me a spreadsheet with a personal compilation of girls info, services(some were shocking to say the least) , rates and ratings..i was under the impression that this individual represented a backchannel of senior members who were seeking out non-kosher services, i was wrong, that wasn't the case..he lied.
I cannot promise that i won't be back, and if i ever do come back, i promise that i'll do my best to share my quirky experiences of the worst and the best.
One things for sure, as long as this girl is around me, i will never pay another lady for time, sex or comfort.
And p.s, i truely am sorry that she is no longer on the market, just please do not hate me for it..any one of you would do the same, i'm sure!
Until then, or maybe never
As my exit theme song, i choose LYNYRD SKYNYRD 'simple man' .