Hello Guys !
First of all fogive my bad english , but i'm writing in english because there is a lot anglophone here and i realy need advice
I'm not sentimental person , i only fall in love once in my life , when i was young ( college crush you khow ) and get friend-zoned of course , i'm smart person so i decided to always think with my brain and never fall in love the first , well after what happen yesterday i'm was not smart enough , I'm telling you all this so you khow not easily influenced !
So i'm new in the hobby i just saw 2 Sp the first one was with sarah from Nadya's very beautiful girl and had great personality , i had very good time , nice sex even wanted to repeat but that it ...
Second one was yesterday with a girl from Euphoria (well i'm not gonna give you the name cause this can be awkward if i back to see her again ) , Funny girl , smart and very beautiful lady
When i go to see an Sp it's spennd a good time and had great sex , well we chated and DFK a lot more than sex part ,we had many point in common, when i starting enjoyin her talking ,her smile and the kiss more than the sex i khow i fucked up .
That was one hour session of course that was not enough but i left happy and kept smiling all the day like a retard , well when it's time sleep i couldn't , i start thinking about her and the only thing i think about is our next meeting , and that bad very bad guys ,usually nothing stop me from sleeping cause it's one of my favorit hobby
I khow this look stupid, and it's stupid for sure , fall in love with an sp beacause it's not gonna happen
So the question is did this happen to you ? should i forget seing her again (easy to say ) ? Seeing others Sp will make this pass ?
[the passive plan ] keep seing her when i can , and enjoy the little time i spend with her but i realy want her out off my head
[the forced detox] I see the girl one last time and ask her to refuse my appointment with her or ask directly the booker to propose others girl for me if ask for her
[the only in romance movie plan ] I tell her i'm love, she fall in love ,we marry and have a lot of kid's THE END
[the only in action moive plan ] Rob a bank become rich and book her forever
No but seriously guys can you give any advice , i khow i fucked up but if you just gonna make fun of me stay away , i write all this thing and i never write a paragraph long like this even in my english exam ,so that's mean i realy need your advice !