My fellow Merbites. I have not been with an SP or MP in almost two weeks. I have many opportunities but I have resisted the urge. Why? Because I am a "binge hobbyist" - once I start, I am hooked for more. I wish I could control myself but I simply can't.
A wise man told me today: "...you got ask yourself why you're doing this...only you know." Part of it is that I love and need sex, part of it is that I am lonely, part of it is that my life is tough, part of it is that I love the hunt.
All I know is that my actions count..now more than ever...