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A very Sad day for me today!

Kronos

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I understand that this post does not go well with our community, but every year I write, somewhere, these little phrases that seem to help me cope with the pain that still lingers within me.


A very Sad day for me today!

On this day in 2004, an accident occured on a highway near Ottawa. Two cars driven by teenagers, thinking they were on a local and private race track, were speeding in excess of 200km hour. Not wanting to lower their speed, they zigzaged in amonsgt the cars that were headed to the capital. During one of theses slaloms manouvers, one of the cars hit the back of a small compact car sending it into a tunnel roll which was only stopped by trees lining the side of the road. Aboard the vehicule, two innocent people heading towards Ottawa to surprise a father and husband, who hadn't seen his family four nearly a month.

One of the passengers a four year old girl died instantly as the car was slammed into the trees, the mother and wife, died in her husbands arms at the hospital, her last words to him were 'I am leaving you not because I want to, but because I have to, please don't remain alone waiting to join us, live a happy life',

I have yet to honor her last wish, and I still linger in the past. I have promised them both, on more then one occaision that I would do as I have been asked. This year the pain feels different somehow, it feels more managerable, it feels less like the knife that it has in the past, maybe finally this year I will be able to meet this promise, and maybe start a new family!

Thanks for the ear, like I had mentioned, it just helps to let it out!
 
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newman1

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hi kronos
ur post is welcomed and it does goes in this community....it is community..meaning we share ideas and support each other
I am sorry to hear ur wife died and maybe your daughter,....I am really
I hope God will give you patience to support this pain
Best regards
 
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Doc Holliday

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I knew that a tragedy had happened to you in the past, but i wasn't sure of the details until now. Yourstory reminds me a lot of Joe Biden's tragic story. But like him, you're a good man & even though you'll never really be able to put the past behind as much as you may want to, you'll be a stronger & possibly even better person because of it. I'm convinced about this.

I wish you nothing but the best & you have the support of many, including myself.
 

albacore

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Sorry to hear about your loss Kronos ... and yes, I think it's appropriate to post your thoughts. I'm sure that you have the support of many in this community. All the best.
 

Roadtripr

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Kronos,

Sorry for you loss. Can't even imagine how you must feel.

Kronos, you can't undo what has been done. It has been 5 years now and it's probably time to let go, just a little bit, and move on.

Best wishes.
 

Ariane Valmont

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Kronos, I think you're a very courageous man.

You may never be completely healed but you will learn to live one day at a time and deal with your loss.

I'm convinced that you're on the right path. Just be patient and give yourself the opportunity to experience hapiness, even if for a short moment.

Don't give up. :)

Ariane xox
 

lgna69xxx

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Kronos, may each day get a little easier towards the healing of your heart, i know exactly what your going thru, losing the ones you gave your love, your life,and your soul to, is never easy , remember everything good about them and feel blessed that you were in their lives, all be it not long enuff, but cherish the time spent together... i am truly sorry for your loss
 

chloe

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Strength

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, Love leaves a memory no one can steal.
Let them be your strength.
My Condolences.
 
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Time to Punt

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I was alone when I read this which was a good thing. My heart goes out to you and never regret doing what you have to do to carry on.
 

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i am truly hurt by your sad story and i wish you the best my friend.
my condolences and stay strong KRONOS
 

cloudsurf

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This hobby is a crutch and an addiction , especially to someone who has suffered such a terrible and painful loss as you have Kronos.
I can only imagine how difficult it must be to overcome such a loss.
Time will slowly heal...it always does.
The only way though that you will find true love again is by first giving up your crutch and temporary "fix".
Love will knock on your door when you are emotionally ready and when you least expect it.
Stay strong and positive!
My thoughts are with you.
 
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Kronos, very sorry to hear you had to go through such a horrible event in your life... I wish you happiness and love again in your life and hope you find both as soon as possible.

Just the fact that you are still here among us (not on Merb but on this planet) is proof of your incredible strength and courage. Continue, you are on the right path...
 

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Kronos,

Your story really affected me.

I think this 'hobby' is as much, or as little, as we choose to make it. It's a distinct piece that fits differently into each of our life's puzzles. For some, it's a substitute for intimacy; for others it's an addition to intimacy. Whether it's to fill a gap or spice up a day, we all have our reasons. Call me biased, but I don't believe this type of relationship is necessarily bad, or addictive, or in any way negative, as long as both people are happy with the outcome. Like any other relationship, it has its place and its dosage.

It sounds like, for you, being with women on an hourly basis helped you on your path toward healing. You experienced tragedy on a level few of us understand and you did what you felt you had to do in order to steal some happiness. Life can be tough, sometimes barbaric, and happiness must sometimes be stolen or grabbed. I'm glad you did what you had to do to make it through.

And now, if the next level of happiness involves a different type of relationship, then I hope you leave this hobby behind, not because it's bad or because you should leave it behind, but because you are genuinely happier elsewhere.

All the best.
 

Kronos

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I think it is time to for me to give my last post on this thread, but I will do it in the manner in which this board was intended!!

While rummaging threw some documents on my computer, I came upon an old file. A file containing scenarios/ stories of my rendezvous with my wife. She had a fondness for this sort of adventure, a fondness that would eventually become mine also. I decided to post the last one, if the mods will permit it, for it is not a review, but a personal encounter between husband and wife. It may just help bring a final closer to this sad story and thread that I have started. It’s ironic how the title became to have more truth than it was actually meant to have.

This is how and where I developed my review/ story style. lol




A last rendezvous with my love…


It is a grey rainy day, and though days like this usually bring us to a state of sombre, it is not the case for me today. Today is a good day, a happy day and a day which will live within me for the long hard road which is about to begin. As I stand here waiting for my love to arrive, I sing to her pictures amongst the wall, I sing to her images the same album that she has always enjoyed me signing in her ears. The human nature is sometimes a funny thing, for within me I can feel the butterflies that are usually associated with the first date, a first meeting, that finding of the first love. Trying to control this nervousness is difficult, almost impossible, and I am not certain that I wish to. I enjoy this emotion and what it is saying to me, I feel the love for this woman that I call my spouse, an unconditional love that grows stronger with every day I am in her company. This is the state that my mind is in when she finally arrives from work, the nervousness increases and brings me to a state of compulsions. It takes away the strength that had been required to set up her entry, I rush to the bathroom and splash cold water upon my face, desperately trying to chase this feeling away so I may proceed to the execution of my plan.

She finally enters, apologizes for her tardiness and smiles the most beautiful smile, the same smile that I had received on so many other occasions. The same smile that has always melted away at my heart. With my courage held with both hands, I walk to her and guide her to the living part of our home, there I ask her to stand and wait while I start a music that I wish for us to share once again. Taking her into my arms and staring into her beautiful ocean blue eyes I start to serenade her like I had down so many times before. As she stares back at me with love, desire and passion, happiness flows between us a happiness that seems indestructible, a happiness that was made for the ages. Tears start to accumulate within me, tears that will soon fall and run down my cheeks. She reaches her hand and with a soft touch removes one from my face, emotions quickly take hold of me, it stays my actions while I gently push against her hand as to feel as much of her as I can. I take control of my emotions and concentrate on this night that I want to be as perfect as her, fore it will be a while before I get to spend a night like this again.

Once the serenade over we lightly kiss and hug, as I wished for this to last forever I knew that she had little time to get ready before our reservations. As she prepares herself I stand outside the bathroom door still singing loud enough for her to hear my voice, to hear and sense the love that I have inside. Once ready she looks at me and asks how she looks, I am awestruck once again by the beauty of this lady, so much so that it only allows me to say ‘ravisante’. While looking at her I could think to myself but not say it, she is without a doubt the most beautiful woman that I have known, her radiant reddish hair flowing over her shoulders, lighting up her facial features like a ring of fire. Her gorgeous ocean filled blue eyes show the depth of her beautiful soul, her curvaceous body radiating sexuality. A perfect Woman, a perfect Spouse, a perfect Princess.

We leave for the restaurant that I have especially chosen for this evening, we had had our first dinner together in this tiny little place, and I thought it befitting that it should also receive our last before my long trip. We drink eat and talk, we talk of past memories, we talk of present feelings and we talk of future dreams.

Eventually our talks turn to sex and the threesome fantasy that I so desperately want, and which she had so euphuistically agreed. We try as we may to keep it just as it is a casual sexy conversation but this was not to be. While still at the dinner table, located at the back of the restaurant, the Goddess before me slowly slips her hand between her legs with her eyes upon mine and her lips slightly apart, she starts to massage herself. The excitement is incomparable to any I have felt before; there she is before me pleasuring herself in a public place, a place that my own inhabitations prevent me from reaching her and taking her for my own. She removes her panties and before she has the time to put them away I ask for them, here I am in a public restaurant smelling my princess’s panties, the feeling is naughty. Her pleasures increase as she lets out a small moan, she extends her hand to me and I softly suck on the wet fingers. She tastes so delicious, taking each finger into my mouth making certain that every drop of her nectar had been sucked from her fingers. I stand and reach her, looking into her eyes I lower my hands to the front of my trousers and lower my zipper. She raises a hand which I take hold of and place it upon my member. As she rubs and excites she smiles a most mischievous smile, a true little vixen she is.

We finally leave the establishment and make our way outside. There on the porch I slightly lift her dress and pass my hand between her legs, feeling the wetness and the warmth, it gives a sense of total adventure and excitement that I have not yet felt with this woman, a feeling that I can now let go of my most inhibitions without thought or care. We walk to the car that has been parked with the back door facing the waterfront, I open the door and lay blankets about the floor, and we enter. We have barely entered when she places her mouth against mine and passionately kisses me, she parts from my mouth and places herself in a doggy position, her upper body somewhat protruding from the car, she looks back and says ‘eat everything you see’, like a famished animal I take hold of her and dive into her. Licking and eating everything that she had exposed to me, eating her ass and pussy like I have never done to her before, relishing in this new sensation of complete sexual desire.

After sometime spent eating and pleasuring her, she stops me, and again beyond all expectations she surprises me again, take me like an animal she says drive yourself into me, fuck me! With the rapid movements of a cat I undo my pants, place myself behind her in a kneeling position and penetrate her as deeply as I can, she moans. With every thrust I try to go deeper than the one before, losing myself in her beauty, her naughtiness and her passion. We continue like this, like two primal beings with the sole intent of their personal orgasms their own personal needs.
 
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Kronos

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part 2

I finally stop and take her by the hair, I pull her to my member and say ‘Suck ’I had never talked to her in this way, and it felt good, I don’t know if its because of the roller coaster ride of emotions that I have just lived or was it just having this beauty swallow me hole at my whim and command. I could tell that she enjoyed every word every little abuse, and so I continued in this fashion. She takes me in her mouth and sucks like she has always done, but this time it wasn’t enough, I wanted her to feel me like she had never done. I grab hold of her hair again, while holding her head I ram myself deep into her mouth, she chokes. Not wanting the sensation of her mouth to stop, I ignore her troubled breathing and I thrust her mouth again and again. I tell her that I am about to cum, and instruct her to swallow every drop; she obeys and swallows the load.

Not having my fill of her yet, I instruct her to resume the doggy position. Once again I take her for my own, thrusting like this would be my last night with her, thrusting like my soul needed to take as much of her as possible for the long journey ahead. As we continue our savage mating we can hear people out on the water, commenting, encouraging and watching. The feeling of exhibiting myself was intoxicating, a feeling that I wish to experiment again. After a short rest, she sits in the back of the car; legs spread wide exposing herself for the pleasure of my eyes. She softly sucks her fingers to wet them, and then lowers them to her pussy. And there like she had done before in the restaurant she starts to fondle herself, bring herself to the brink of surrender. As she does this I continue my verbal abuse, calling her a slut, this excites her and I can tell she is about to cum. I lower myself so I may taste once again the nectar from this delicate flower. I insert my fingers within her while licking on her clit. Multiple moans escape her lips, moans loud enough for passer bys to hear, moans that drive me insane so much that I wish for others to hear. I continue to work her rapidly with my fingers, and at the moment of climax I place a little pressure against the inner top part of her womanhood, the desired effect is obtained. This little slut squirts for the first time, not a big one, but enough to tell me that she has the capability to do this, an ability that I would like the chance to try again, and maybe fill a drinking glass for me to swallow.

After we both are spent we relax and talk, we talk of this adventure and the love that we share for this type of encounter. While we rest we plan our next little scenario which will take place upon my return.

This is for you my Princess; I know how you love to read our little encounters. I will call as soon as I arrive in Goosebay, I miss you both already!

12th of August, 2004.
 
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