Recent content by jh000

Yeah that's one aspect. The other is that he can blackmail politicians and industry leaders with the underage girls.

It's a blackmail operation for politicians and leaders of industry. He's just a frontman, doing all the dirty work.

We've spent 400-500 hours together, including in and out of the bedroom, dining, traveling. We spent 5 hours together yesterday. I talked to her about marriage and having children together. She is excited about having children, but the devil is in the details.

I thought about that. It's hard to bring myself to push that button. She told me once she wants to know if I decide not to see her anymore.

tonyw: thanks for the response. P4P complicates things. If I were 100% sure, I would not be here! Sometimes my feelings about her would flip one way and then another. One day I would feel that her feelings towards me are genuine. Another day, I would have doubts.

I'm a bit over 30. You may have a point. I have to remember birthday, Vday, anniversary which requires gifts and dining out. Thanks for the advice. I'm already in love but trying to get myself out of that feeling. How long did you two made it as a couple? Did you support her financially?

Hungry et al , thanks for your input. In the depths of my heart, I knew the answer anyways. But I needed someone to pour cold water on my head.

Alyssa Roze I am not sure what you mean by "keeping the money between both of you was more in order of not losing you as client". Si tu prefere expliquer en francais, je t'en prie. Maybe you are right. I want to find an excuse to end it. It's not that I don't love her but I find the whole...

Thanks...that's a good point. Thanks for the advice...

You mean does she say "I love you" outside of straight sex/oral sex? She did both outside of sex and during sex. She tells me "I love you" practically every time she sees me. She sees other hobbyist, of course. We discussed if we could be a real couple, getting married and having children...

I have been seeing an SP for almost 2 years. About 6 months ago, she dropped the "L bomb" on me and told me she loves me. I am not sure if her feelings are confused or not. I suspected that she has special feelings for me when we make love (the way she looks at me and kisses me). I haven't...