Thanks all for the mentions.
As you may have seen im not always perfect but i try to do as best as i can in this hobby. Im an emotional person in general life but my life is so simple im rarely "moved by anything major". Like recently i been hanging with some peoples that their lives can be a struggle at times and i spent a few hours listening to their issues the other day and i was like ... "Im just enjoying life" lol. Im not the richest, nor the luckiest at life, but im happy i got a roof, i got food, got enough money to get all the video games i want and meet beautiful kind ladies...i can't complain. Im happy in general. There's was ...more complicated.
But this "hobby" can be consider outside of my comfort zone (in relation to my simple day to day life) so when it comes to "immediate emotions"... what hit hard hit hard but what is joy really bring A LOT of joy. Thanksfully its been a lot more joy by a lot lol. What i mean is you can't be too compleasant and sometimes even an old dog need to be reminded of some stuff.
That said if i can help anyone in it, im happy, be it by the positive OR negative. (But its always more fun if positive haha).
Heck i would love it to always be positive !
To all the good peoples here, men and women, thanks for what you doing and happy hollidays to all of you.