It’s normal that you are feeling like this... My first time that I had my first TS experience was in the famous red light district in Frankfurt. Didn’t know what to expect but she was a very attractive lady from Thailand. It took me couple of years after my first experience to try it again...
Was about to reserve and at the last minute after looking at her pictures on her website I realised that she may been to school with me... Since then I have been regretting not to meet her. She is still active, should I meet her?