Just curious as to when was your first time. How did it feel? We're you nervous? Did you climax in under 5 min? Who was it with? Was it hawt?
I was in my mid-30’s. I been contemplating giving it a try for some time mostly due to curiosity. I didn’t think i’d ever have the nerve to go ahead with it & wondered how i would i feel afterwards? I felt this was a decision which could haunt me for the rest of my life. I didn’t have problems socializing & regularly got laid so why would i even consider doing this? But i had been do8mg my research on the boards & participating in discussions for some time. Finally i made a short list of whom i wamted to see & decided to initiate myself to the hobby during a trip which would coincide with attending the opening game pf the season between the Leafs (my team) and the habs.
I was nervous as hell during the week leading to my first encounter. I nearly chickened out several times. Finally i decided to go ahead with it & satisfy my curiosity. I picked a popular girl that was known as being full gfe & surprisingly had a great time. Physically she wasn’t really my type but she was one cool chick! However by the next day the guilty feelings started to hit me. “OMG, i’m now a john!” I was supposed to see another popular girl on the following day but she cancelled at the last minute. She probably figured i sounded weird & got scared away. All kinds of thoughts were going through my mind. The next day i was supposed to see her sister. But a few hours before our date i got cold feet again & cancelled my date. But the following day i got horny again & decided to see my first girl. However when i called she wasn’t working that day. I was very disappointed. I was going to say fuck it i’m retiring from this hobby however the booker coaxed me to see one of their other girls. Big mistake. Had an awful time. I was too nervous & she wasn’t really the girl i wanted to see initially. Plus the girl wasn’t feeling well & she regretted agreeing to come in to work.
I left Mtl figuring i’d never hobby again. And i didn’t see anyone until the following summer. Saw a really nice girl who only worked once a month who was offered to me by a fellow hobbyist who was friends with her & helped her find good clients. I had such a good time with her that a two hour date turned into a four hour date. I would have seen her again but she retired for good soon afterwards. So i had to go back to the drawing board to find another gem. I finally went back the following winter & saw an indy that i really liked & saw her exclusively until the following fall. She gave me a list of a few girls she knew whom she had met at other agencies & the rest is history. The guilt trips were no more & i was actually having a lot of fun & tremendously enjoying the company i was spending time with.