Ive made onlyfan videos in the past and have a page, im always willing to make content since theres a playful connection with the partner im with.
Being in front of the camera turns me on, on so many levels and feels taboo, BUT im so self conscious with my smile. Even when it came to group photos I feel akward as f. Meanwhile if its a big time porn company, I just feel its more robotic and the connection isnt there anymore. Its one of the reason I dont watch porn, but prefer watching real couples play.
I dont think I could do it on the big stage with a big production company