Feeling worse after seeing an escort?

[MannyV]

Thanks EB.

 

[alfonso]

MannyV,

Get out of this hobby while you still can. It is like alcoholism; you'll always have a monkey on your back, even when you're 40 and married to a beautiful woman and have beautiful children, that cursed desire will aways be there.
You'll always know that someday, tomorrow or in ten years, you'll do it, no matter how great life is, yes, you'll do it....sooner or later. Boobs droop and legs get cellulitey, and no matter how much you love your wife/partner, you'll hunger for the feel of a tight 20 year old.

And you'll know that someday you'll give it all up, sell everything, and retire to Angeles City, a pathetic old man, gawking at 18 year olds and barfining the ones who aren't totally disgusted by you. Then you die in your little room, alone, drunk, and your funeral's few attendees are more losers just like you. Your beautiful, great wife is glad you're dead, and your beautiful, successful children, whose lives you missed out on because of your addiction to lust, couldn't care less. Your grandchildren were already told you were dead long before you died; to them, you didn't exist anyway.

Nice, eh?

 

[Big Daddy Cool]

Manny V:
I'm happy the questiones helped and the best of luck to you.

 

[n00b]

MannyV,

And you'll know that someday you'll give it all up, sell everything, and retire to Angeles City, a pathetic old man, gawking at 18 year olds and barfining the ones who aren't totally disgusted by you. Then you die in your little room, alone, drunk, and your funeral's few attendees are more losers just like you. Your beautiful, great wife is glad you're dead, and your beautiful, successful children, whose lives you missed out on because of your addiction to lust, couldn't care less. Your grandchildren were already told you were dead long before you died; to them, you didn't exist anyway.

Nice, eh?

Maybe you won't have to give it all up but that the divorce lawyer and your future ex-wife will take 70% of your assets and your imputed earnings. Then you're going to wish that you have the wherewithal to move the Angeles City. LOL. Life is one big crap shoot. You never know what you're going to get. Alfonso's right on one count though. Twenty three is a bit too young to be in this hobby.

 

[MannyV]

That was deep.

 

[LaCreme]

Hey guys,
I don't know but ever since I've been seeing SP's on back to back nights, I've been feeling really down. Like its just created a hole in me or something. I mean don't get me wrong, I have a great time when I'm with them, but after they're gone, I just feel down again. Today, I just walked down St. Catherine and seeing many couples passing by or friends chatting it up down the street has made me realize how alone I am in Montreal. I'm not like this and its puzzling me right now. Maybe its because I'm in another country and I don't know anyone. I'm feeling a little home sick right now and I thought I'd just hop on here and try to start up a conversation. Hopefully whatever advice/info you guys could give me could cheer me up. Right now, I feel like I'm at a real low point in my life.
I really hate feeling like this BTW.

oh my god.. your not the only one who feel that way..
maybe you need a dog or to fine your self a girlfriend

 

[MannyV]

Yeah but the thing is I began to feel that way after seeing my first escort. I've never felt like that before in my life because I have family, friends and 2 dogs so I'm never alone. In Montreal, I was all by myself and I didn't know anyone. So there's a bit of a difference LaCreme. I only felt that way for a few days. Some people feel like that ALL the time and I'd say its one of the worst feelings ever. You might as well be dead.