It is a risky hobby. Sometimes you not only lose the money and get emotional damage by an inconsiderate girl and your under performance but also might end up getting something worse like STD. It happens more often than is admitted on this forum. So, consider yourself lucky in a way. In general, grow thicker skin to better hold life punches and get a bit more cynical. Whatever does not kill, make us stronger.Had time to think on that and i must not let one bad encounter ruin the fun. As you say i will likely end up going back sooner than i expected.





