Even skinny people can see their own cheeks when looking down. Proven by the fact that you are not fat at all. You've met me a few times. I'm more fat than you are and yet I'm still curvy at best, not fat. Fat isn't a bad word, but it puzzles me to think that you think you're fat, and that it makes you sad
Your comment made me think about my statement. Especially thinking about you that I found hot
I think it's an old teenager trauma (when I was overweight for my age and height).
I had the weight of an adult early in my teenage years. Luckily enough my height exceeded the norm at that time so my weight kind of became less overweight.
My university weight was the peak I had (but it's thanks to a breakup lol)
And now I feel I'm aging and peaking down. Talk about insecurities and self consciousness.
Fun fact about health record booklet from France. They have these growth charts to track your growth throughout the years:
My version had a chart with standards from 1965 lol