I never told anyone this. I experienced sex (oral) with a man. Feels like a story we hear from hetero girls all the time but rarely will hetero men admit to experiencing (at least in my view). As if even contemplating having homosexual relations will put such a label on you.
At one point in my life i wanted to slow down this hobby because of it’s financial impact. I’m
married with kids and i usually spend 2500/year so I thought I could bring that down to 500 and save 2k a year.
I still wanted the thrill though, and was still horny for more then what my marriage offers in terms of intimacy.
I went on a website to meet and fuck other people. Not enough girls on those lol. Too much effort of texting and trying to find the right match. Met some girls, but nothing crazy fun.
On that website, even though my profile said hetero, I kept recieving dick picks from men offering to just blow me, or whatever. I realized how different it would be to be gay: seems like so many guys just want to fuck all the time lol. I was sometines flattered by the advances and sometimes a little turned on by their pics.
One guy was a doctor. Presented himself and said: come over today (with a dickpic). I was like: flattered but i’m not gay at all. He said: i love turning heteros, turns me on. Insisted. He said: « If anything just say this does not work, no problem, I’ll be glad you tried a went outside your comfort zone ». Insisted…and was convincing. His dick was also perfect. Porn industry standards.
I went… I was like: I want to try and suck one once in my life. This dick was objectively pretty. This guy was chill as hell, smart. I was horny.
And it was… actually nice. It was nothing like having sex with girls though. I couldn’t kiss him without feeling ick… at first but then him being turned on and hard made it enjoyable a little bit. I loved sucking his dick. Would have done it for hours. But i wanted nothing to do with his sperm. Didnt like the hair of a man body. Weirdly I enjoyed myself enough… aftereards told him I’m still hetero. Enjoyed giving him a BJ but was not really good at it lol. Made me respect the deepthroat artists I’ve met.
His BJ was technically phenomenal lol but still felt weird/icky. Wanted nothing to do with anal. Felt bad for him i was probably objectively bad sex for him but he was super nice and said he insisted I came over and had no expectations and he said he enjoyed making a hetero man hard lol. I said I’m sorry I’m not into much of what we just did enough to see you again…we chatted like friends for two hours then I left.
Met him again twice lol. Power of being horny. Just for casual blowjobs. he says I’m getting better haha. We played board games and gave each other BJs all night. Then i could tell he wanted more obviously so never saw him again because the ick outside BJs was not going away. Never met a guy again or even wanted to. Just something I tried and actually kinda enjoyed… it was a lot less enjoyable then with a woman… but still enjoyable ! I don’t know where that puts me on a spectrum lol. Maybe the term is bi-curious !? Anyways that was my perverted confession !

sucking dick is kinda fun for me ! Haha