The Confessional
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Nope, and for that I salute you. I realize the pube situation is fluid and some people only prefer hairless cats but there's something about seeing bush (in any form/orientation/style) that makes the back corners of my cheeks tingle and my mouth water at the sight. Pavlov would have a field day with me.
The bush is great as long as it doesn't get in the way of daty. If daty is easy to perform without hairball risks then I'm all for whatever form of pubic art.
It's always easy to perform with the right attitude lmao. Lick up and out and you'll clear the way if need be.
I've started laser hair removal and had a mini panic about not being able to grow pubes anymore.
Y'all are not helping.
Y'all are not helping.
Post-laser hair growth is thin and light tho, Royale kitten-soft pubes, so you're all good.I've started laser hair removal and had a mini panic about not being able to grow pubes anymore.
Y'all are not helping.
I like sending nudes but I don’t like receiving them as much. But people really want to make me happy by sending, I’m into something else. Audio more than photo
Sick-ass mixed CD coming your way lmaoI like sending nudes but I don’t like receiving them as much. But people really want to make me happy by sending, I’m into something else. Audio more than photo
That's actually what I want. Playlists.
I'm thinking to do it too but I find it weird ...I've started laser hair removal and had a mini panic about not being able to grow pubes anymore.
Y'all are not helping.
I never told anyone this. I experienced sex (oral) with a man. Feels like a story we hear from hetero girls all the time but rarely will hetero men admit to experiencing (at least in my view). As if even contemplating having homosexual relations will put such a label on you.
At one point in my life i wanted to slow down this hobby because of it’s financial impact. I’m
married with kids and i usually spend 2500/year so I thought I could bring that down to 500 and save 2k a year.
I still wanted the thrill though, and was still horny for more then what my marriage offers in terms of intimacy.
I went on a website to meet and fuck other people. Not enough girls on those lol. Too much effort of texting and trying to find the right match. Met some girls, but nothing crazy fun.
On that website, even though my profile said hetero, I kept recieving dick picks from men offering to just blow me, or whatever. I realized how different it would be to be gay: seems like so many guys just want to fuck all the time lol. I was sometines flattered by the advances and sometimes a little turned on by their pics.
One guy was a doctor. Presented himself and said: come over today (with a dickpic). I was like: flattered but i’m not gay at all. He said: i love turning heteros, turns me on. Insisted. He said: « If anything just say this does not work, no problem, I’ll be glad you tried a went outside your comfort zone ». Insisted…and was convincing. His dick was also perfect. Porn industry standards.
I went… I was like: I want to try and suck one once in my life. This dick was objectively pretty. This guy was chill as hell, smart. I was horny.
And it was… actually nice. It was nothing like having sex with girls though. I couldn’t kiss him without feeling ick… at first but then him being turned on and hard made it enjoyable a little bit. I loved sucking his dick. Would have done it for hours. But i wanted nothing to do with his sperm. Didnt like the hair of a man body. Weirdly I enjoyed myself enough… aftereards told him I’m still hetero. Enjoyed giving him a BJ but was not really good at it lol. Made me respect the deepthroat artists I’ve met.
His BJ was technically phenomenal lol but still felt weird/icky. Wanted nothing to do with anal. Felt bad for him i was probably objectively bad sex for him but he was super nice and said he insisted I came over and had no expectations and he said he enjoyed making a hetero man hard lol. I said I’m sorry I’m not into much of what we just did enough to see you again…we chatted like friends for two hours then I left.
Met him again twice lol. Power of being horny. Just for casual blowjobs. he says I’m getting better haha. We played board games and gave each other BJs all night. Then i could tell he wanted more obviously so never saw him again because the ick outside BJs was not going away. Never met a guy again or even wanted to. Just something I tried and actually kinda enjoyed… it was a lot less enjoyable then with a woman… but still enjoyable ! I don’t know where that puts me on a spectrum lol. Maybe the term is bi-curious !? Anyways that was my perverted confession ! sucking dick is kinda fun for me ! Haha
At one point in my life i wanted to slow down this hobby because of it’s financial impact. I’m
married with kids and i usually spend 2500/year so I thought I could bring that down to 500 and save 2k a year.
I still wanted the thrill though, and was still horny for more then what my marriage offers in terms of intimacy.
I went on a website to meet and fuck other people. Not enough girls on those lol. Too much effort of texting and trying to find the right match. Met some girls, but nothing crazy fun.
On that website, even though my profile said hetero, I kept recieving dick picks from men offering to just blow me, or whatever. I realized how different it would be to be gay: seems like so many guys just want to fuck all the time lol. I was sometines flattered by the advances and sometimes a little turned on by their pics.
One guy was a doctor. Presented himself and said: come over today (with a dickpic). I was like: flattered but i’m not gay at all. He said: i love turning heteros, turns me on. Insisted. He said: « If anything just say this does not work, no problem, I’ll be glad you tried a went outside your comfort zone ». Insisted…and was convincing. His dick was also perfect. Porn industry standards.
I went… I was like: I want to try and suck one once in my life. This dick was objectively pretty. This guy was chill as hell, smart. I was horny.
And it was… actually nice. It was nothing like having sex with girls though. I couldn’t kiss him without feeling ick… at first but then him being turned on and hard made it enjoyable a little bit. I loved sucking his dick. Would have done it for hours. But i wanted nothing to do with his sperm. Didnt like the hair of a man body. Weirdly I enjoyed myself enough… aftereards told him I’m still hetero. Enjoyed giving him a BJ but was not really good at it lol. Made me respect the deepthroat artists I’ve met.
His BJ was technically phenomenal lol but still felt weird/icky. Wanted nothing to do with anal. Felt bad for him i was probably objectively bad sex for him but he was super nice and said he insisted I came over and had no expectations and he said he enjoyed making a hetero man hard lol. I said I’m sorry I’m not into much of what we just did enough to see you again…we chatted like friends for two hours then I left.
Met him again twice lol. Power of being horny. Just for casual blowjobs. he says I’m getting better haha. We played board games and gave each other BJs all night. Then i could tell he wanted more obviously so never saw him again because the ick outside BJs was not going away. Never met a guy again or even wanted to. Just something I tried and actually kinda enjoyed… it was a lot less enjoyable then with a woman… but still enjoyable ! I don’t know where that puts me on a spectrum lol. Maybe the term is bi-curious !? Anyways that was my perverted confession !
sucking dick is kinda fun for me ! HahaWhere do you fall on the spectrum ?I don’t know where that puts me on a spectrum lol. Maybe the term is bi-curious !? Anyways that was my perverted confession !
The fact that you enjoy sucking dick is definitely gay in my book. Bi-sexual at best.
Maybe, don’t mind for me it’s no insult or shame.
But I called it a spectrum for a reason. It’s like having sex with Julia Sky on this thread (whch I did once and recommand thanks babe ) was a fantasy and I paid for it. It felt amazing all the way through and I would have spent more time with her, I went for msog and it was not even an issue to get it up twice lol. Even writing this right now reminiscing I’m horny lol.
Back to the point, Having sex with any woman (even the ones who arent Julia sky bombshells type) is almost always enjoyable for me and I pretty much never not enjoy myself with a woman.
Sucking dick was fun, I enjoyed it but would’nt pay for it, I am a LOT more selective , and it is basically the only thing I would put in the category of « enjoyable ». The rest of intimacy with a man felt « ok ». like good enough to keep going but I’m not driving more then 15 minutes for this . After cumming I was like, in my head: « bro don’t touch me lol, put a shirt on ». After SOg with a woman I still want to be intimate.
Also, I know some Bi people can be in a couple with men, woman, non binary people. I feel like I definately could’nt.
So again, spectrum… feels like gay or bi is not the most accurate term. I know some men here would have never enjoyed any part of what I did. So I guess I’m « more (?) » gay then 100% heteros… but I feel less gay then the guy I sucked off LOL. Or then my gay friends whom I have never told this.
Btw I feel 100% fine in this ambiguity. This ain’t therapy lol. Just thought it would be an interesting subject as maybe other men went through experiencing but never talk about it because of the social stigma that is stronger for men around homosexuality ?
Safe Space boys, any other heteros tried to switch teams once or twice ?!
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I don't think you need to put yourself in a box or put a label, sexuality is complicated.
Sucking dicks is quite exciting that's the reason i'm attracted to pre-op Trans ladies but i'm also attracted to women. I don't to define myself as hetero or bi or gay.
I enjoy different stuff cause you only live once and i don't put any morality in sex.
If people want to judge me i couldn't care less i'm happier exploring different avenues than i was stuck in a very narrow definition of who i am.
I'm convinced that putting labels is a big problem in today's world but don't start me on this
Anyway, my 2 cents is that if you enjoy this but not a man's body, you should definitely meet some transexual girls.
Sucking dicks is quite exciting that's the reason i'm attracted to pre-op Trans ladies but i'm also attracted to women. I don't to define myself as hetero or bi or gay.
I enjoy different stuff cause you only live once and i don't put any morality in sex.
If people want to judge me i couldn't care less i'm happier exploring different avenues than i was stuck in a very narrow definition of who i am.
I'm convinced that putting labels is a big problem in today's world but don't start me on this
Anyway, my 2 cents is that if you enjoy this but not a man's body, you should definitely meet some transexual girls.
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Thanks for the input my man !! Btw, I never tried… but when I was with this dude I was thinking exactly that !! I was like: i wish you were a trans woman with this thick dick I seem to enjoy!I don't think you need to put yourself in a box or put a label, sexuality is complicated.
Sucking dicks is quite exciting that's the reason i'm attracted to pre-op Trans ladies but i'm also attracted to women. I don't to define myself as hetero or bi or gay.
I enjoy different stuff cause you only live once and i don't put any morality in sex.
If people want to judge me i couldn't care less i'm happier exploring different avenues than i was stuck in a very narrow definition of who i am.
I'm convinced that putting labels is a big problem in today's world but don't strat me on this
Anyway, my 2 cents is that if you enjoy this but not a man's body, you should definitely meet some transexual girls.
Labels are outdated, we don’t need them.
Blowjobs are fun so I can understand why someone would want to try
Blowjobs are fun so I can understand why someone would want to try
That's actually not accurate lol a lot of people do gay shit or ''try'' but aren't actually gay, or not fully at least. There are so many girls who will kiss girls when they're drunk at parties, but they won't actually have sex with a woman or date a woman. I've seen men do the same thing. I dated a guy who would kiss guys at parties but he was really not interested in sex with men, he told me the experience he had of a man sucking his dick wasn't pleasant for him, but he still identifies as ''queer''. He was really milking it to appeal to girls lol which is ironic, but it works. A lot of women like men who are a little bit gay or feminine.
Even when it comes to clients, I've had a lot of men confide that they were excited by sucking dick or having their dick sucked, but they didn't like anal sex and only were interested in men for brief encounters. Others have told me they have sex with men sometimes but they're not interested in them romantically.
Sexuality is really complex. It truly is a spectrum. A lot of people are bisexual but prefer a certain gender, or it fluctuates and changes over time. Societal pressures also kinda dictate who we prefer. It's much easier to be in a heterosexual relationship in a way, because we know the ''script'' for it, socially. When I started dating women for real, I had to learn a new way to relate to another person in a romantic relationship.
I didn't feel comfortable dating women until my mid 20's.. I had a lot of internalized homophobia to work on.That being said I'm not a huge fan of somebody pressuring someone into doing gay stuff and ''trying to turn someone gay'', it doesn't sound consensual. I would never pressure a woman to do anything with me. Even when it comes to duos, I am really uncomfortable accepting one with somebody who I suspect isn't bisexual.
I think labels can be useful sometimes.. instead of the word label I'd use the word ''identity''. but I get the sentiment
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Post mortem, I feel like he sensed rightfully that I was interested but that what was making me uncertain was a psycological barrier entrenched in men socialisation: don’t be gay.That's actually not accurate lol a lot of people do gay shit or ''try'' but aren't actually gay, or not fully at least. There are so many girls who will kiss girls when they're drunk at parties, but they won't actually have sex with a woman or date a woman. I've seen men do the same thing. I dated a guy who would kiss guys at parties but he was really not interested in sex with men, he told me the experience he had of a man sucking his dick wasn't pleasant for him, but he still identifies as ''queer''. Even when it comes to clients, I've had a lot of men confide that they were excited by sucking dick or having their dick sucked, but they didn't like anal sex and only were interested in men for brief encounters. Others have told me they have sex with men sometimes but they're not interested in them romantically.
Sexuality is really complex. It truly is a spectrum. A lot of people are bisexual but prefer a certain gender, or it fluctuates and changes over time. Societal pressures also kinda dictate who we prefer. It's much easier to be in a heterosexual relationship in a way, because we know the ''script'' for it, socially. When I started dating women for real, I had to learn a new way to relate to another person in a romantic relationship.
That being said I'm not a huge fan of somebody pressuring someone into doing gay stuff and ''trying to turn someone gay'', it doesn't sound consensual. I would never pressure a woman to do anything with me. Even when it comes to duos, I am really uncomfortable accepting one with somebody who I suspect isn't bisexual.
I think labels can be useful sometimes.. instead of the word label I'd use the word ''identity''. but I get the sentiment
Him saying that he likes to « turn heteros » feels more in hindsight like… I like to bring bi curious men into a place where they feel safe exploring. He was soooo patient, asking for consent, open about sexuality, etc. But I understand your reaction to the way I wrote that portion of my confession.
