At the tender age of 13, I had my first BJ with a girl from school that awakened a deep sexual addiction within me. As the years went by, this inclination towards sexual fantasies grew even stronger, consuming my thoughts and desires. It was during my late teens, around 18 to 19 years old, that I embarked on a journey of exploring both service providers and the thrill of picking up ladies from bars.
My life became a perpetual cycle of transitioning from committed relationships to being single, and then immersing myself in the enticing world of service providers and bar encounters simultaneously. This dual pursuit of pleasure became a defining feature of my existence, adding a complex and exhilarating dimension to my sexual journey.
For over two decades, this pattern has persisted, seemingly unaltered by the passage of time.The only time I deviated from this routine was during periods of singleness,my debased nature took over and I would frequently engage with various service providers, sometimes as often as five days a week. Additionally, I would occasionally indulge in encounters with ladies I met at bars, typically three or four per month, until a new relationship knocked at my door.
This tumultuous ride has been filled with its fair share of ups and downs, yet I find myself unable to deny the allure and excitement it brings. Despite any potential regrets, I cannot help but hope that this lifestyle will endure until the inevitable decline of my sexual abilities.
My life became a perpetual cycle of transitioning from committed relationships to being single, and then immersing myself in the enticing world of service providers and bar encounters simultaneously. This dual pursuit of pleasure became a defining feature of my existence, adding a complex and exhilarating dimension to my sexual journey.
For over two decades, this pattern has persisted, seemingly unaltered by the passage of time.The only time I deviated from this routine was during periods of singleness,my debased nature took over and I would frequently engage with various service providers, sometimes as often as five days a week. Additionally, I would occasionally indulge in encounters with ladies I met at bars, typically three or four per month, until a new relationship knocked at my door.
This tumultuous ride has been filled with its fair share of ups and downs, yet I find myself unable to deny the allure and excitement it brings. Despite any potential regrets, I cannot help but hope that this lifestyle will endure until the inevitable decline of my sexual abilities.
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