Open letter to merb:
Hi, its ricky..or ricky bonds as some might know me better.
Its been quite some time since ive been on the board, in fact..the last time i was here, was the last time i posted.
I haven't even came by to check on things once.
.. So i figured i would at least explain why, seeing as how ive spent countless hours on the board up to the point i packed up, and left.
The main reason for my absence from the board (and the hobby alltogether) was that i found love, opened up a recording studio, and got completely fed up of the scene.. All in the same few weeks!
Somebody had trusted me enough to attempt to include me in a tight circle of hobbyists that seek out debutantes that are willing to do irresponsable acts. Im not sure why they thought i might be interested, but they did.
After keeping that to myself for a short period of time..i decided i was going to expose them, and restore some sort of vigilante justice into an unjust market ..lol.
*A few weeks with that mindset..i took a step back, and said fuck it!! Who the hell was i to decide what is right, and wrong in this hobby? Really.
So i just gave up on that. I decided not to expose specific individuals, or lists of participating ladies etc...
Live and let live..or so they say.
Through all that.. I realized that in turn, i never really had a problem with the other board. That my problem was with one member who hadn't posted there in ages..and that i was taking merb a little too much to heart.
The constant beefng between main members did not concern me, and was none of my business.
I apologize for any remark ive ever made..it was childish, and based on taking a side without truely knowing who i was siding with.
Merb will still remain my favourite board..but my activitys on merb will stop when i log out.
*So after letting go of that info i was privy to, i just so happened to meet a lady that came straight out of my dreams. One thing led to the next, and i no longer had the urge to indulge in my inner fantasys with these lovely ladies for rent.
And i havent seen one since.
The recording studio is doing great, i get much more time off than ive had in the past, and my spare time is invested in much more important things..than it was invested in..in the past.
All in all, merb remains the one single website where ive spent the most time, and had the most fun on.
I miss it, and i might just clean out my message box..and start coming back from time to time.
Hi, its ricky..or ricky bonds as some might know me better.
Its been quite some time since ive been on the board, in fact..the last time i was here, was the last time i posted.
I haven't even came by to check on things once.
.. So i figured i would at least explain why, seeing as how ive spent countless hours on the board up to the point i packed up, and left.
The main reason for my absence from the board (and the hobby alltogether) was that i found love, opened up a recording studio, and got completely fed up of the scene.. All in the same few weeks!
Somebody had trusted me enough to attempt to include me in a tight circle of hobbyists that seek out debutantes that are willing to do irresponsable acts. Im not sure why they thought i might be interested, but they did.
After keeping that to myself for a short period of time..i decided i was going to expose them, and restore some sort of vigilante justice into an unjust market ..lol.
*A few weeks with that mindset..i took a step back, and said fuck it!! Who the hell was i to decide what is right, and wrong in this hobby? Really.
So i just gave up on that. I decided not to expose specific individuals, or lists of participating ladies etc...
Live and let live..or so they say.
Through all that.. I realized that in turn, i never really had a problem with the other board. That my problem was with one member who hadn't posted there in ages..and that i was taking merb a little too much to heart.
The constant beefng between main members did not concern me, and was none of my business.
I apologize for any remark ive ever made..it was childish, and based on taking a side without truely knowing who i was siding with.
Merb will still remain my favourite board..but my activitys on merb will stop when i log out.
*So after letting go of that info i was privy to, i just so happened to meet a lady that came straight out of my dreams. One thing led to the next, and i no longer had the urge to indulge in my inner fantasys with these lovely ladies for rent.
And i havent seen one since.
The recording studio is doing great, i get much more time off than ive had in the past, and my spare time is invested in much more important things..than it was invested in..in the past.
All in all, merb remains the one single website where ive spent the most time, and had the most fun on.
I miss it, and i might just clean out my message box..and start coming back from time to time.
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... I missed you too lily. I hope your being well treated?
