Tamara of Tamara & Friends (Also never met her but when I debuted 10 years ago, she was my crush but I didn't had the money to see and I wasn't confident in myself since she was also a pornstar)
She wasn't very easy to see. Easy to book, but having her actually appear at your door in person was another story. The first time i booked her, she never showed up at the scheduled time and not a word from her. I posted about it on the board and finished my post with 'i guess it's simply not meant to be'. Then someone who saw my post pm'd me the following day to tell me that he was told she had been attacked by some russian with a knife so that's likely why she never showed up. Okay, not sure if i was buying that story but if so it was unfortunate and better yet she was okay. But again no word from her.
A few months ago we set up another appointment. She says she's anxious to meet me. She calls me an hour before the scheduled appointment to tell me that she's about to leave her place, she lives an hour away and she's extremely anxious to arrive since she hasn't been laid in over a week and badly needs to get laid. Okay, now she's got my heart rate up and i'm also anxious to see her.
About twenty minutes or so later, she calls again to tell me that she won't be showing up after all since her driver got lost on his way to pick her up and she still hasn't left her place. I tell her that in an hour or so i'll have to get ready to leave for the airport. She replied that she won't be able to make it on time. Oh well, i figure it definitely isn't meant to be.
I few months later i'm at a party at restaurant and i spot her sitting by the bar. The horny studs are all circling around her since she's been the center of attention since she arrived. I approach her and introduce myself. She's very surprised and seems pleased. I buy her a drink and eventually walk away since she's trying to talk with 5-6 guys at the same time and it's somewhat hectic.
She wrote to me a few months later to advise me that she was leaving the business and will fully commit herself to a 'real' job. She talks to me about her first days at work and that's the last time we spoke and that i ever heard about her. I wished her the best and to my surprise she never returned to the business (as far as i know).