Me too. Even after hundreds of SPs later, one of my first GFs still gave the best BJ i ever had. you know the soul sucking kind where they keep going even after you finish, and they keep pulling it out. still the only one to ever do that right. i still think about it
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Me too. Even after hundreds of SPs later, one of my first GFs still gave the best BJ i ever had. you know the soul sucking kind where they keep going even after you finish, and they keep pulling it out. still the only one to ever do that right. i still think about it
Yeah ofc, I made it clear after each of the 3 times it happened that I wasn't into it and I didn't want it to continue and it did ease up once after the first time but she's since doubled-down on it recently, despite my stated boundaries. It's not uncommon for a provider to be chatty and personable with me in between sessions but it's mostly brief and casual, and she's no different. Still business-first but when we start fucking it goes this way now and it's weird. Oh well.
Yeah I'm wondering why she's doing this because it sounds uncomfortable
Yes, you can't do that when it is one sided. My former ATF and I would do the same thing and had great sex!! We would then go to the bar and laugh about it!. We knew it is not what we wanted IRL but during the action it was HOT!!
Could it be her way of trying to force the end of your encounters whatever the reason may be?
In my opinion if it's been brought up already it's either that she conditioned herself to act this way with men she has sex with or clients in particular, or because she is trying to be forceful about it and this has become a power game to her. Some people really validate themselves through seduction.
If I wanted to end encounters with a client I see on a regular basis I would just either tell him or stop booking him. It's that easy.
I thought that at first, but she reaches out every time she tours nearby so wtf mind game is that so then I shifted to
Which is what I think too, now. I think this is a geniune thing that she enjoys doing, maybe a kink that she doesn't or can't share with others. Keep in mind I had at least 4 or 5 mostly-vanilla sessions with her before she started doing that and she was right into it and came harder than ever before so I just chalked it up to that. I've had quite a few providers share their personal kinks with me and I'm mostly game with all of them or we just don't do them if I'm uncomfortable and it's never been an issue so I think this thing, whatever it is, is just something that she really wants to do and maybe my pushback it is also part of the appeal (a CNC variation or something).
IDK and, honestly, I don't much care either. I am go-with-the-flow on almost all fronts and expanding my sexual self is actually something I really enjoy about seeing providers, but I have a few lines in the sand and that's one of them, so now I'm in ghost-mode.
I hate the STM and their bus drivers.
I always ask before I say anything and that should be bare minimum for everything that you do
My life sucks, but at least I have the self-awareness to admit that it's my fault.
I can't stop thinking about this chick I used to train/go to the gym with. I have the full run of the finest ladies of the evening in Montreal, I can dip the wick whenever I please. Yet I'm still stuck on this one short girl. With her great butt. I asked her out, she left me on "Seen", no confirmation but no denial either so technically up in the air. By my own reckoning, I am acting sentimental and foolish seeing as I have taken myself off the dating market and avoid romantic liaisons. But the old ticker is foolish and sentimental by its very nature, in spite of how my cold, calculating, reptilian brain may moralize at it.
The 12 y/o boy in me likes to replace the word « heart » by « cock » in songs i hear ...sadly, it makes me laugh. Here’s my top 5
5. Unbreak my heart ( toni braxton)
4.Closer to the heart (rush)
3. Achy breaky heart (b cyrus)
2. Lusten to your heart (roxette)
1. Total eclipse of the heart (b. Tyler)
5. Unbreak my heart ( toni braxton)
4.Closer to the heart (rush)
3. Achy breaky heart (b cyrus)
2. Lusten to your heart (roxette)
1. Total eclipse of the heart (b. Tyler)
Replacing the word heart with cock really says a lot....
replace heart with fart...that's what a 10 yr old would do....works better in the context
Owner of a Lonely Heart – Yes
ah come on ... it isn’t saying nothing at all. it’s easier to recognize the little boy spirit still alive in guys througout their life. For some reason, the little girl spirit seems to dissapear at some point for women. That’s why guys still laugh at cock and fart jokes while girls find it hilarious when Sandra Bullock trips while catwalking in Miss congeniality... so more mature ...
Reminds me of this collection of big dick jokes. Some were simplistic and infantile while others required a more mature mindset in order to properly weave the strands of immaturity together. Such as this one:
"My dick is so big that is has seceded from the rest of my body; it is now called the Democratic Republic of My Dick."
"My dick is so big that is has seceded from the rest of my body; it is now called the Democratic Republic of My Dick."
I dare people to try not to laugh at Monty Python Bigus Dickus ...
