Sylar made a good point in my other post, but honestly the world as change so much in 30 years its only natural to adopt a lone wolf lifestyle.
I remember picking up my first bodybuilding magazine in a flea market back in 1983 i was 11y old back then and being bullied. I said to myself this guy ain't taking no shit from nobody.At 13 my grand father bought me my first Weider's set and i train for 3 years at home, until at 16 i got my first gym membership back in 1988. I was skinny and full of acne but the guy took me in like family, they trained me showed me how to eat, hell we were there to build muscles.
Everything took a worse back in 2000 when a lot of people at the gym acted like douchebags, I almost got into a few fights back then. Injured my back in 2002 so I was out of the gym scene for a while.
I joined a gym back in 2014 and it was even worse, the people did not go there to train, all they did was parade themselves, selfie heros, still a bunch of douchebags. After i bought my condo I built a home gym multi station bench etc and trained at home, move the gym here at my mom house so i still train at home best decision ever made.
My point is today people are just stupid, how can you even want to engage in conversations with morons like that, last time I went to metro for groceries a guy dropped some spaghetti boxes didn't even pick them back up, i did that and told him he was an idiot.
This whole woke society now no one can say nothing without being judge or offending someone, this whole gender stupidity, and guess social media did not help.
Each year i get older i change mentally and try to be better, now the fact that my friend is dating a married women and calls her is girlfriend really broke my friendship with him, honest i feel he is such an idiot and i try to walk him up, he survived cancer stomach and liver, he got divorced last year, got is life back together only to get in a relationship with a married women. This also reminds me a lot of what my ex girlfriend did after 9y cheated on me and threw me out of my house.
Honestly just before covid 19 we used to go a bunch of guys at la cage last time we went a lot of annoying morons were at the other table screaming etc.
I guess i am too much into my lone wolf lifestyle now, I still go out, I walk feels great actually, but i guess i go through life doing my things and not attracting too much attention to myself.
I have some pets, last year i loss 2 of my cats my russian blue and my calico i still think about them a lot and miss them so much, i still have 2 new adopted cats but its not the same, they all have there characters i guess, i love them a lot too, but the pain is still there.
I guess my life now revolves around them, also creating AI music on suni AI, movies and series and playing a good video game, training as much as i can and losing the weight.
For the rest i think its pretty much over if i do travel mexico on my mind will probably go alone etc.
I created this song this morning this is how i feel about the whole thing
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