(I started typing this comment and then when I was done I noticed Giselle had the same idea haha, oops)
Okay but if you say you look like a mess and you feel like people are so mean.... Then why all this :
Well aren't you quite the prize yourself! Remember when everything fails, ask yourself who the common denominator really is.
Also I'm just curious how do you know for sure that the young men at your job don't go after women? Work isn't really the appropriate place to flirt, do you know their life that well? And are you sure the reason they don't go after women is because of women being trash and not because of all the reasons why younger generations, as a whole, including not only men, aren't dating as much as the older generations did ? There's research on this topic, it's a lot more nuanced than whatever is going on in your life specifically lol
Why am i so frustrated it's quite simple even went on a date with a very below average man and he turned you down with mean comments, rejected you and made you feel like crap. Well there you go.
I went on dates with those women with good intentions and this is what i got in the end. My last date she had nothing when i saw her i was like WTF is that, 2 kids full time in between jobs, had a white shirt her forearms had so much fur she looked like a bear, I said ok not being mean or nothing, just eat talk and be on my way. But she insulted me i want a hot guy you are not a hot guy.
This online dating is a real joke and the joke is on anyone who goes there with good intentions.
I guess what i have inside me is not hate its more how I realize how things are today, and those things I should have realized a long time ago before losing 2 houses and being cheated on etc.
Now i am not a prize to be won because honestly i am off the market and have been for a very long time, do women still approach me, for some odd reason they do, some look nice other not, but I don't believe in love, relationships any of that anymore.
How much i was hyperventilating when my ex left me, found condoms in the trash can next to the bed, and even she saw my condition she continued to talk about how wonderful her tunisian guy was stars in her eyes before she gave me 3 days to leave my house.
I do i know the young men at my job stop chasing women, quit simple they all tell me about it, some went on tinders, other approach women, and they all tell me its a jungle out there. They know more than me when i was there age and chasing tones of women.
Sorry if i come on mean and frustrated but i am sure that a lot of people would think the same way as me if they walked in my shoes for a few miles. Give so much to get nothing in return well sorry i am done with this.
The 63y old women at my job says what she think she is insulting, she told me i was fat laugh at my gut when i put her back in her place she went to HR to complain, i told HR about the comments that she said to me and it all ended there.
But the thing is she is 63 and she is imagine things its not even funny its like me being 52 and saying i can get 20y old women when in fact i am a ghost and almost invisible to all women now. I can look in a mirror and tell you that i look awful and not try to convince myself that i still have the beachbody and model look i had when i was pro wrestling in montreal back in 2000 sorry but that as been gone for a long time. How can people live in an illusion like this is beyond me.
