Sam, I was married for 19years to a woman who could not love herself, thus she had difficulty with the simplest forms of intimacy. Divorce was avoided at all cost, but was essential to our individual happiness as we lost the spark in our marriage. She gave up on me...
With three teenage daughters, I have put off my personal aspirations for a loving relationship to raise my kids to be independent, self- sufficient young people; and, to explore life to its fullest so when, and if, they decide to marry, they will be ready to “share” themselves, not be entirely dependent upon a man to fulfill physical, intellectual and emotional needs, that we as a species are not very good at doing!
That said, I seek genuine GFE providers to help me re-energize and fill my emotional tank...to rekindle the intimate feelings I know I have inside, but choose not to express via a monogamous relationship at this time. In the future, definitely, but for now, I want to feel the nervous anticipation of that first kiss, the sensation of gentle stroking and caressing, appreciating a beautiful woman’s form, making her smile, laugh and of course climax...I understand its temporary, its shallow and empty...but as a man, I need those stimuli in my world to achieve balance and to remeber how wonderful it will be at some point in my future.
I have learned a lot about mutual respect, dignity and humility through my failures and someday I will atone for my immaturity and mistakes made...I will someday be as wonderful a husband, As I try to be a client...sorry for dumping my baggage, but thats who I Am.
With three teenage daughters, I have put off my personal aspirations for a loving relationship to raise my kids to be independent, self- sufficient young people; and, to explore life to its fullest so when, and if, they decide to marry, they will be ready to “share” themselves, not be entirely dependent upon a man to fulfill physical, intellectual and emotional needs, that we as a species are not very good at doing!
That said, I seek genuine GFE providers to help me re-energize and fill my emotional tank...to rekindle the intimate feelings I know I have inside, but choose not to express via a monogamous relationship at this time. In the future, definitely, but for now, I want to feel the nervous anticipation of that first kiss, the sensation of gentle stroking and caressing, appreciating a beautiful woman’s form, making her smile, laugh and of course climax...I understand its temporary, its shallow and empty...but as a man, I need those stimuli in my world to achieve balance and to remeber how wonderful it will be at some point in my future.
I have learned a lot about mutual respect, dignity and humility through my failures and someday I will atone for my immaturity and mistakes made...I will someday be as wonderful a husband, As I try to be a client...sorry for dumping my baggage, but thats who I Am.
