I saw your post in the Romy thread and was tempted to post something slightly sarcastic (as is my cursed tendency), given your posting history here.
But I genuinely think you need to seek some psychiatric guidance. I don't know you, so I could be off-base, but your posts here - when taken collectively - actually seem genuine... even if when looked at in isolated moments seem like they must be jokes or some kind of intentional weirdness.
Your posts suggest a lot of unresolved issues regarding women, and for the sake of the women you interact with in everyday life, certainly for any SP's you may see, and not least for yourself... I hope you consider that talking to a professional may not be a bad idea.