I have been seeing a girl for a few years now and as much as I would have loved a relationship with her we have both kept it professional. We exchange gifts at Christmas and birthdays (Small ) and have dated on occasion. The dates are outings for dinner or a movie or a hockey game but do not have the expectation of sex at the end of the evening. (it has happened but no money was exchanged) She is no longer working as an SP but does see me for sex and yes, I pay for the service. Love ? I have gone out of my way for her, done more for her than I have for any of my exe's even when we were together lol, love, thats a tough one. Am I attached, for sure but I am also intelligent enough to know that she may stop seeing me tomorrow and have to ensure my feelings are kept in check. I think it's tough sometimes to separate feeling when we are sharing such an intimate moment with someone, that is the challenge
