you're not alone, I don't like Christmas at all anymore. Sure, as a kid it was a magical time. I have great memories of that time of year from my chidlhood. And I tried to recreate some of that magic for my kids, but at some point that magic disappeared for me.
As I got older it just became a chore. Plus Christmas is basically a religious holliday wrapped up in intense commercialism, two things I am not fond of.
I don't mind it being an excuse to catch with family you would not otherwize choose to see lol, but even then it feels so contrived.
The best Christmas i had is when I escaped to Mexico for the season