For several years I have had the fantasy that a lady will put me in a position where I am forced to eat my own wad. When I make love to a woman, I have the fantasy up to the point that I climax, and then my attitude changes. While having sex, and I am thinking about cumming in a woman’s pussy, I very much desire that after I cum, she would sit on my face and force me to suck the cum out of her. But after I do cum inside her, eating my own cum is the most disgusting thing I can think of. Of course, cumming in pussies unprotected is very dangerous. But to cum close to filling this fantasy, this is what I would like to happen.
After a few positions, including one where we do greek thinking, we will settle down to a position where I am on my back and your will sit on my face, to perform a 69. I know that in order to fulfill my fantasy, it will probably be necessary for you to secure me to the bed, so I cannot move. I will be your captive from this point. You will control the events.
With me secured to the bed, you will mount my face and I will eat you while you suck my penis. During this time, I will be thinking about how I very much want you to kiss me with my cum in your mouth, and how you will make me swallow my own cum. As soon as I cum in your mouth, I will try my best to make you think this whole thing was a joke. This is the most disgusting thing I can think of. This is the thought I will have as you suck my cum in your mouth.
From that point, you will un-mount my face and look me in the eye. Of course, whith my cum in your mouth, you won’t be able to talk to much, but you have already read this and my options will be clear. My choices will be very limited by you. I will either be forced to open my mouth and allow you to deposit my cum in my mouth, or face other options. If I realize my options are limited at that point, I would probably best comply with my own wishes and kiss you, and swallow my own cum, while you deep French kiss me. . If I refuse to do this, you will be forced to spit my cum in a glass and set the glass by the bedstand.
From this point, of course, I will still be tied or taped to the bed, and relay, I will know very little of what you are capable of. From here, your objective will be to get me to the point that I am willingly swallow my own cum. You will lay next to me, and perhaps the discussion will drift from the obvious conclusion to our meeting. After my first climax, I am going to be very sensitive, and really can’t stand you sucking on my nipples very much, or sucking my organ very much. I would hope that you will give me a little bit of a break, and let me regroup for 10 or 20 minutes. We can just have nice, friendly conversation during this time, talk about our pasts, or whatever. I won’t have much choice, since I am tied down, after all. For a few minutes, you will give me a bit of a break, and not appear to want to punish me excessively. You might even tell me you are considering allowing me up, and not forcing me to fulfill the deal we made. Maybe you will display some sympathy for me. But ultimately, the reality of the situation will have to be dealt with. We had a deal. Your ultimate job will be to force me to eat my own cum. This is what I really wanted you to swallow, and in the final analysis, you are not willing to cut me any slack.
It would have probably been in my best interest to just deep French kiss you with my cum in your mouth, after all, that is my real fantasy. But after I cum in your mouth, that will be the most disgusting thing I can think of, and will most probably try to resist as best I can. Unless I have complied with this, there will be a be a glass with a portion of my cum in a glass on the nightstand, sitting there while you have given me the minutes to re-coup. From this point, you will probably do best to make me understand that the longer I resist my own fantasy, the more disgusting it will become for me.
You might decide, while sitting across me, that it would be in my best interest to demonstrate this by building up a large mouthful of spit and spitting it in the glass. I will have to understand that ultimately, I have no choice. I will have to drink down the glass with the mixture of my cum and your spit or face an even more revolting conclusion. It will be your objective, from this point, to make sure that I know, the longer I refuse to comply, the more revolting this special cocktail will become.
From this point, you will let your imagination run rather wild on what to do to force me to live out my fantasy. It will just get worse for me the longer I resist. If by that time I am unwilling to comply, your options are pretty much open, as long as those options do me no permanent harm, of course. Maybe you will scoop some of the juice out of your pussy and mix it with the cocktail. Maybe you will urinate and some of the cocktail will be mixed with your urine (but not too much, please). Maybe you will wipe your anus and toss the paper in the glass. The longer I resist, the worse this is going to get for me. And in a way, I can’t really resist, I am bound to the bed.
Of course, I don’t really want it to get to that point, but the point must be made to me. When we started, I had this fantasy that I would be eating my own cum before it’s over. Your objective will be to make me do that. After all, I am the sort of guy that expects a woman to swallow. Why should I not be willing to swallow what I expect the woman to swallow? You will make it very clear I don’t have any options.
About the only concession I would want you to make is offering to toss a shot of whiskey or vodka in the cocktail, to help me with making the mixture go down easier. If forced with that, or the following alternatives, I would wish you consider that negotiating option.
If, after this time, I still refuse to comply with my own fantasy, you will make it clear you have no option but to leave, with me still tied to the bed. If I have refused to comply with my own fantasy by this point, there will be an envelope waiting for you at the front desk with a special consideration waiting for you. If this consideration is adequate, you will leave a message that, perhaps, someone should untie the guy in the specified room in the next few hours.
But I do not want it to come to this. This is the worst possible scenario I want to happen. I want you to be able to motivate me into complying with my own very real fantasy before you leave the room. I may even hope that I would be willing to comply with enough time to get another quick one in before you leave. I honestly don’t know where this fantasy would end, but I know it is a fantasy I have. In many ways, it will be up to you to make sure the final outcome is one we are both satisfied with.
Of course, we are talking about fantasies here, right? This own fantasy of mine both gets me very arroused and disgusts me. My own fantasies disgust me, that's not a good sign. I think you can tell, this is just a fantasy, right?....