I empathize with your situation Hungry and I hope Covid gets sorted out soon
Myself this hobby has been bittersweet . I’ve had great times which I will always be grateful, but at the same time the hobby scene changed in a blink of an eye and something’s are just not the same anymore
Most of us choose this pastime because of how straightforward and uncomplicated /simple it is . We do it because it’s pleasurable/enjoyable and it’s a source for reducing life’s stresses, we’ll at least for me
But when it ceases to be pleasant anymore, and suddenly trying to book the SP’s you were accustomed to pre-Covid gets kind of exhausting then it’s time to start considering other options ... never underestimate people’s greed and that goes double when it comes to this pastime ....
Will probably post some more if the mods allow it and then later delete my account