I saw this thread from HM...
I was like WTF... I thought I read it all already but a guy looking as he's trying to get (beg) money for seeing SP... wow...
I said to myself, he must be drunk and depressed...
If I understand well, you're looking (or wonder if it does exist) for some kind of SD who as a fetish that would make him jerk when he pays a random poor guy to see SPs...?
You are correct that i was drunk (but not depressed at all), and it may have be the reason why i decided to make the thread (alcool loosing inhibitions). I woke up this morning and immediately taugh "oh yeah i made that thread yesterday, oh boy, what kind of reply there would be" but as i read my post again and the initial responses (wich were very correct at the beginning, sadly it changed along the way) i was cool with it and decided to let it up. Right before bed, before making the thread i just had seen an SP saying some guy just paid for her scholarship out of the blue so it came to my mind wondering about that version. Now i guess im gonna have to repeat myself, i just used myself as an exemple as i fit the bill, i didn't asked anybody for money. To be clear, i don't think that kind of guy would be found on merb, or even in Montreal. If it would had been, it would had happen a while ago. That being said a guy (wich i won't name in case he would prefer not) did offered me once (maybe as a joke, can't be sure, he was drunk) to pay me some time with a street walker. I declined. Not my gig and not worth the risk lol.
I don't remember if the Wildtime gig happened out of a thread i made? I do remember meeting and talking to Jimmy a few times in the first parties i got to (PJs) but it wasn't until much later it happened. I do remember i was at a friend's party in Montreal and they picked me up to discuss in the car about it and this is when we agreed on that. It was 6 years ago so obviously some details are forgotten. Reflecting back on that time, obviously there is things i would change if i could go back. But even if it was short and not how i imagined it would be, ultimately im happy about the experience it was. Gave me an ocasion to see the other side of the business and im glad i met 2 ladies specifically during that time, one i saw actually the past year (she is either retired now or on another hiatus) and the other one it didn't end as i hoped it would be nontheless i put aside the bad memories of the end and remember the good times we had.
But just so we clear once and for all. I DO HAVE A JOB. Its part time, its not exeptionally financially, but it does it for me. The free time i have due to the part time is something i apreciate a lot. I could go work at Time Horton if i wanted to, probably full time and make more money, but then i would have MUCH less time to do stuff i enjoy doing and would do a job that is not fun and i don't like instead of one i actually enjoy. And like i said in my current situation i don't pay a lot of expenses, my money goes on a couple bills i have (my phone, internet), my CC debt and the rest goes into my hobbies.
Now you seem almost "offended" at the taught of this thread, obviously you are not the kind of guy this could apply to (and its fine). I know for instance you always search for the "deals" and try to pay the less possible. Not judging, if you have fun doing that and can save money, powers to you. We are all different.
And no i don't think some guys would actually "jerk" and get aroused at the taugh of paying for someone else to see an escort or buy himself items. It would probably be more a "feeling of satisfaction" and being happy to help a fellow john, again kinda like some guys find satisfaction when they give an expensive item to an SP or send virtual payment totally out of a meeting. There is a lot of peoples, and yes GUYS too, that have amazon wishlist and get gifts from viewers/fans and open them either on instagram or youtube. Now granted yes they are "semi famous to famous" but its another variant of this idea.
Maybe its clearer this way? Anyway...