Involved with SP outside of "work"

[hobby11]

my conclusion

the girl did not do her job well enough
she was shocked and hurt OMG !
her pimp wont be happy since she didnt suck enough money out of you...
but anyways good luck to you

 

[Big Daddy]

Today, I finally met my SP friend. We didn't have dinner as I wanted but did meet for a cup of coffee in the afternoon (thank God for flextime at work). I had to confess to her that our little arrangement is tearing me apart. I admitted that I had a mixture of lust, romantic feelings, and infatuation for. In a nutshell, I said "Having you do the Houdini act on me and the thought of you doing what you do with me with who knows who is unbearable to me. So, I've decided that I can't see you anymore because it hurts too much. "

She was shocked and hurt at first. She admitted that her feelings for me are similar, but she's happy with the status quo.

To make a long story short, I left before she could see me tear up and cry. She was getting teary eyed too.

It hurts but I'll survive. Now the hard part is staying away from hobbying. I'll continue to post (as appropriate) as part of the therapy (I prefer this than CBT for the moment, SeeCupRider and Gen. Gonad).

MM,

As hurtful and as painful your experience was, I think this is the best ending both of you can have. I have seen worse ending. In the end, I think you handled this relationship as a gentleman. Good luck with your recovery.

 

[malboro_man]

Thanks..

Big Daddy: Thank you for your kind words. Peace out... Malboro Man

MM,

As hurtful and as painful your experience was, I think this is the best ending both of you can have. I have seen worse ending. In the end, I think you handled this relationship as a gentleman. Good luck with your recovery.

 

[picasso]

What a big fucking soap opera... Where's my handkerchief??

 

[joelcairo]

What a big fucking soap opera... Where's my handkerchief??

Maybe you left it on the TV after the final Leafs-Habs game last season.

 

[alfonso]

She was getting teary eyed too.

Now I'm thinking, if she was emotional too, and somewhat shared your feelings, that perhaps there is something between you too.

Say, why the fuck are you posting this on Merb where she can read it?
That don't make sense to old Fluffy Boy.

 

[malboro_man]

Say, why the fuck are you posting this on Merb where she can read it?
That don't make sense to old Fluffy Boy.

I used to live in Mtl, but don't live here no more. But, I do come here to "hobby" ALOT. The SP I am seeing is in my city. I should have stuck to hobbying in Mtl. There were so many to choose from, I rarely see a SP more than a few times in Mtl.