Lucky69 - Commiting suicide soon

[Lucky69]

Hello all without discretion (even Breadman, MOD8 and Martin of Xxxtase),

I am really tired of life and I will certainly commit suicide in the next 3 weeks, spending all my money/credits on SPs (15-20k$) and looking to become a pornstar for my last miles (I have a sex audition next week).

Coming out of void, I am gently asking you what would be your last 15 SPs experiences? Thats my budget for my last month on earth (2-3 hours each) and I don't really care about whats next... What would be your absolute available 15 SPs? I am sincerely serious, please don't try to nurse me or being psychologist. I am just tired of life and fighting...

I really don't care about your mercy or pity. Speechless people would just turn me off without any benefits. You cannot change my mind, just answer my question...

Please be sincerely honest, as a last wish of a living being... Thanks...

Lucky69

 

[Lucky69]

Actually, here is my 15 SPs to-do-list before cutting my own throat:

1) DUO Paris + Charlotte (Devilish)
2) Star for your pleasure (Indy)
3) Leah (Eleganza)
4) Nadya (Sexy Nadya)
5) Ivy (Girls on Fire)
6) Megan (Ferrary)
7) Lauren (Sexy Nadya)
8) Jordan (Eleganza)
9) Naomie (Woman of Passion)
10) Katy (Ferrary)
11) Chloe (Girls on Fire)
12) Bianka (Girls on Fire)
13) Amy (Eroescortes)
14) Donna Mae (Montreal Sex City)
15) Mia (Shelly's girl)

Hope my last 3 weeks to-do-list would be useful to you... If you have any correction to apply, I would be greatful...

Respect & honour!

Lucky69

 

[jeff jones]

I won't give you any sympathy or try and change your mind but i will give you a little advice. If you are going to commit suicide then make sure you do it right and complete the job. You don't want to end up crippled or in a coma. In other words don't jump out of window on the 2nd floor you will only hurt yourself and you don't want that. You need to be much higher up. I hope this helps

 

[mr.bean]

CALL
http://suicideactionmontreal.org/index.php?page=are-you-thinking-of-suicide

 

[YouVantOption]

I won't give you any sympathy or try and change your mind but i will give you a little advice. If you are going to commit suicide then make sure you do it right and complete the job. You don't want to end up crippled or in a coma. In other words don't jump out of window on the 2nd floor you will only hurt yourself and you don't want that. You need to be much higher up. I hope this helps

It might, partially. The Hemlock Society has books with the pros and cons of different approaches. Since you brought it up, even very high up on tall buildings can be problematic, since winds can interfere with your trajectory, and push you back onto a balcony a few floors down. You can land on others, killing them. Taking too many pills can make you vomit, too few and you don't die. I once saw a guy in the hospital who had not been successful with a shotgun.

IOW, if you are committed to the act, do your research. And, Lucky 69, do yourself a favour and get some help to deal with your problems before deciding to suicide. No matter how overwhelming they may seem, they may be solvable. I don't know your circumstance, and believe you have the right to take your own life, but you should, to my mind, exhaust all options. I don't think you should discuss your problems here. Too many small people who get real brave with a keyboard and a screen to protect them.

Talk to a spiritual counsellor, psychiatrist/psychologist, plastic surgeon, drug rehab, go to a 12 step program, whatever it takes.

Good luck, whatever you decide.

 

[Doc Holliday]

Many years ago, i read a best-selling book on the subject of suicide called "Final Exit". Someone borrowed it from me a year or so later & never returned it. I can't recall if this person was able to return it or not, now that i reflect upon it. That's the book i'm referring to:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Final_Exit

Regarding the post in question, i don't really know why the person bothered to even tell us about his 'plans' for his future. I just hope that he's not planning a Kimdeer Gill type of thing. I figure he's making it public since deep down, he wants to be helped. I dunno. Anyways, i can just imagine how the girls on his hobbying bucket list must feel like the next time they see a client. "Is it him? Is it that guy?" I can just picture the suspicious, nervous looks.

Anyways, what can i say? If life really is that shitty & there's absolutely no way out of his misery, who am i to try to make him change his mind if it's 100% made up? As a fellow human being, i hope he realizes that he's likely just going through a negative phase in his life & that the sun will be brighter one of these days. But when you've reached that point in your life, the glass always seems to be half empty instead of half full. May this person discover enlightenment before it's too late.

 

[jeff jones]

Regarding the post in question, i don't really know why the person bothered to even tell us about his 'plans' for his future.

Anyways, what can i say? If life really is that shitty & there's absolutely no way out of his misery, who am i to try to make him change his mind if it's 100% made up?

Two things i don't have a lot of patience with are retirement notices by johns, GG would come to mind here and suicide notices. Why tell people just do it. I could be wrong here but i believe the majority of people who commit suicide don't tell people they just do it, the people who post notices for the most part are just seeking attention. We can tell him to go see a shrink and all that good stuff but do you not think he would already know that help is available if he wants it.

 

[Regular Guy]

A little word with you, Sir!

Well first off, go and take out the biggest bank loan you can manage. Use mortgages, anything. Max out your credit cards. Buy as much as you can on credit - stuff you can easily liquidate for cash. Then make your list 30 instead fo 15.

Seriously, did you ever think that by coming on this forum and laying this little trip on the members that you are not causing concern or mental anguish for more than a few of them? If you are troubled, NP, lots fo good people here who would be troubled by your words and want to help. Do you get the idea that the posters to this thread just might be a little pissed at what you are doing? Those who are suicidal and who deliberately look for other people so they can shock them with their act are selfish. You could have put the question hypothetically and spared the feelings of many here. I could understand if your words were a call for help but you have made it quite clear in a cold and dispassionate tone that they are not. Either you are serious or you are having a little joke at the members' expense. So cut the crap and either ask for help or get off the board.

 

[jeff jones]

Well first off, go and take out the biggest bank loan you can manage. Use mortgages, anything. Max out your credit cards. Buy as much as you can on credit - stuff you can easily liquidate for cash. Then make your list 30 instead fo 15.

Seriously, did you ever think that by coming on this forum and laying this little trip on the members that you are not causing concern or mental anguish for more than a few of them? If you are troubled, NP, lots fo good people here who would be troubled by your words and want to help. Do you get the idea that the posters to this thread just might be a little pissed at what you are doing? Those who are suicidal and who deliberately look for other people so they can shock them with their act are selfish. You could have put the question hypothetically and spared the feelings of many here. I could understand if your words were a call for help but you have made it quite clear in a cold and dispassionate tone that they are not. Either you are serious or you are having a little joke at the members' expense. So cut the crap and either ask for help or get off the board.

Tough love from RG, I like it, didn't think you had it in you

 

[Regular Guy]

Tough love from RG, I like it, didn't think you had it in you

Whew! I just scared myself!

 

[protagoras]

I'm quite puzzled by this thread. Is it a joke? We read so many things on this board that sometimes I don't know what to think. Some posters seem to be very intelligent person, gentlemen, well educated, humorous and, unfortunately - on the other hand - others appear to be on the other end of the spectrum. In the middle, there are pranksters. I hope, you're one of them.

Besides my regular job, I work myself in a psychosocial crisis center and I have to deal regularly with people thinking about suicide. Lucky69, if your post is a joke, it's a bad one....

However,your case is not deseperate because on the scale ( from 1 to 8) we use to evaluate the dangerosity or the control you have over your suicidal thoughts you are a 5. Talk to a counsellor.

 

[Halloween Mike]

When i think about people that are dying of cancer and such, and then some random dumb ass joe is gonna kill himself because of some little problem, then i get sick... Im sick that i will die one day, even i don't know the age, i would like to live forever and i think dying is just not fair, whats the point of living if you have to die, so suicidal person dosen't get pity from me, but rather disgust...

Im usually a friendly guy, im usually always polite and such, and i excuse myself to be harsh there to the mods and staff, but thats just something i can't stand, and if its a joke, its not funny at all...

If you want to end your life, then just do it, don't brag about it, and why not giving that money to a good cause instead of spending it on escorts...

 

[breadman]

Lucky's seen lots of ladies from several different agency's...and from what i've experienced in the past...these agency's pretty much know who you are, where you live etc. They get feedback from the girls you've seen...so making yourself look unstable here doesn't work in your favor. So don't be suprised if some of your wish list become unavailable.

 

[cloudsurf]

Actually, here is my 15 SPs to-do-list before cutting my own throat:

1) DUO Paris + Charlotte (Devilish)
2) Star for your pleasure (Indy)
3) Leah (Eleganza)
4) Nadya (Sexy Nadya)
5) Ivy (Girls on Fire)
6) Megan (Ferrary)
7) Lauren (Sexy Nadya)
8) Jordan (Eleganza)
9) Naomie (Woman of Passion)
10) Katy (Ferrary)
11) Chloe (Girls on Fire)
12) Bianka (Girls on Fire)
13) Amy (Eroescortes

14) Donna Mae (Montreal Sex City)
15) Mia (Shelly's girl)

Hope my last 3 weeks to-do-list would be useful to you... If you have any correction to apply, I would be greatful...

Respect & honour!

Lucky69

Hey Lucky its not April 1st....lol

Looking at your list and your first pick Paris....she is hot looking but her service sucks and you may want to kill yourself right after seeing her.
Pick Jasmine as your last choice. Take her for 5 hours and you`ll die of a heart attack with a smile on your face

 

[Ariane Valmont]

Mike, what you need to understand is that most people who comit suicide have deep psychological issues and mental health problems. You should not judge them the way you do.

As for Lucky's post, I am afraid it is not meant as a "joke". I have read several posts from him (he deleted some since he now has only 5 posts) and it is obvious to me that he is a disturbed (young?) man.

Lucky, I have pm'd you before because I was worried about you. You did not respond to me and that's ok. But please, go get the help you need. I promise you that your life can change if you put enough efforts into it. Cutting the booze and/or drugs might be a good start since those substances can only accentuate depression... I am telling you this because from what I understand based on some of your previous (now deleted) posts, this might be part of your issues.

No matter what you say, this thread is indeed a cry for help. If it wasn't, you would not have mentionned your suicidal intentions. Please realize that an internet board is not the right place to get the help you need and contact the proper resources.

Here is a list of crisis centers in Montreal (sorry, I could not find it in English but you can still use the phone numbers or google the names of the centers to get more info). These are people who are used to deal with your kind of situation so you will not be judged or rejected. They will welcome you and help you the best way they can.

http://www.acsmmontreal.qc.ca/ressources/crise

Take care.

 

[GTA refugee]

Well first off, go and take out the biggest bank loan you can manage. Use mortgages, anything. Max out your credit cards. Buy as much as you can on credit - stuff you can easily liquidate for cash. Then make your list 30 instead fo 15.

What if you were asked to pay up at the gates on judgement day for these loans? Ohh, yeah. Wait, first they will ask you about that other sin first.

 

[Joe.t]

Lucky69 I made a list of three recommandation's before you slit your throat-Madison, Jen and your current fav Lil Kimmie.

 

[AznDude]

hahaha, Im having 20 bucks on this guys gonna pussy out. any takers?

 

[protagoras]

Not a good idea...

If the guy suffers from Borderline personality disorder that kind of remark may prompt him to do it.

 

[Ariane Valmont]

this guy needs help, not to be censored

I agree with you.

Deleting this thread is not the solution. Anyway, based on his track record, he will probably delete it himself. And if my interpretation of the situation is right, I think it could be a good wake up call for him to read this once he has sobered up...