Hello,
It's been a rather long time since i have posted here, but ihave been keeping up on the goings on every day. Interesting lives we lead.
I have been a long time hobbiest, since 1989, since i was 17 years old. I have posted numerous posts here and in the old canbest. Oliver can vouch for me.
Well, the reason i am back is to get a few things off my chest and move on....
I have been out of the hobby for about 6 months now. Before that i would indulge in incall services, massages and street walkers about 3 or 4 times week. It was an expensive hobby as many as you know, but often times fun, and rewarding, (think of that perfect massage from clara at lotus etc.)
In my 17 years of hobbying, i have spent enough money to buy a new house all paid in cash, in todays market. Now that i need to get a house, i'm in a bit of a jam. My hobby was verging on an addiction.
I broke that addiction, because i found out i am going o be a dad for the first time, ad that all my money needs to be going to raise up this child and bring it up right....to boot, i found out that i am having a girl, and that really, instantly changed my perspective on things, on the hobby, on the entire industry.....like chris rock once said in one of his stand-up skits "from the moment your little girl is born, your only goal in life is to keep her off the pole!" Is that ever true....
When i found out about all this, it was time to get some life insurance. Never needed it before. Anyways, i needed to do complete blood work, and that's when i realized my hobbying may be back to haunt me.....i have not had blood work done in over a dozen years...and in that time, indulging in the hobby, i did some incredibly stupid things....INCREDIBLY STUPID!!!!!!
I have had sex unprotected with about a dozen sp's, massage therapists, incall girls and street walkers. Some of them more than once and some of them that we have all shared. At the time it was a severe case of the lower head controlling the shots...and anyting was a go....
While the blood tests were being conducted the stupidity of my past kept running through my head!....I went over each and every girl i had bareback sex with, trying to remember details that may give away a sign of STD, if i had seen them around recently, meaning they were still alive and healthy looking.....ever thought kept racing through my head....
There were even a couple who were on their period when i had them....HOW CRAZY IS THAT....i was kicking myself...i was terrified....It took about a month for the insurance company to get back to me with their results and decisions......in that month, i could not eat, i could not sleep, i was jumpy, cranky, and got an ulcer.....now...to add to your worries you get an ulcer, that makes you think that maybe your diseases are starting to manifest....so you worry some more!!!
It was insane....finally...the call came from my insurance agent....
I was breathless...waiting....and the news was.....
GOOD!
I was accepted.....fully insured....clean bill of health too....almost perfect i'd say.....WHAT A RELIEF!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot describe to you that feeling of relief....of liberation of happiness.....surprise.....of the dozen women i had been barebak with, half were street walkers, all of whom were heroin or crack users.....high high risk, the massage gals were russian, very liberal services often provided coming from a high risk country, and the incalls were quebecoise, and one mullatto from new jersey....
Was i ever lucky or what?,....but luck can run out fast....an i am in no way going to jeapordize my life any longer....my life has changed for the better....i am fulfilled, and though i am not saying i will never indulge in the hobby again, if i do...it will be with the best protection possible....no more stupidities......silliness...or danger....getting too old for that...and have too many things going on for me at the moment that i want to enjoy!
All in all...what i am saying...especially to the younger members....play safe....the stress of unsafe sex with high risk people willwera you down and drive you insane, ill etc.....get checked once a year at least....life is good....don't push your luck to the brink.....
Unitl later...
Latenighter
It's been a rather long time since i have posted here, but ihave been keeping up on the goings on every day. Interesting lives we lead.
I have been a long time hobbiest, since 1989, since i was 17 years old. I have posted numerous posts here and in the old canbest. Oliver can vouch for me.
Well, the reason i am back is to get a few things off my chest and move on....
I have been out of the hobby for about 6 months now. Before that i would indulge in incall services, massages and street walkers about 3 or 4 times week. It was an expensive hobby as many as you know, but often times fun, and rewarding, (think of that perfect massage from clara at lotus etc.)
In my 17 years of hobbying, i have spent enough money to buy a new house all paid in cash, in todays market. Now that i need to get a house, i'm in a bit of a jam. My hobby was verging on an addiction.
I broke that addiction, because i found out i am going o be a dad for the first time, ad that all my money needs to be going to raise up this child and bring it up right....to boot, i found out that i am having a girl, and that really, instantly changed my perspective on things, on the hobby, on the entire industry.....like chris rock once said in one of his stand-up skits "from the moment your little girl is born, your only goal in life is to keep her off the pole!" Is that ever true....
When i found out about all this, it was time to get some life insurance. Never needed it before. Anyways, i needed to do complete blood work, and that's when i realized my hobbying may be back to haunt me.....i have not had blood work done in over a dozen years...and in that time, indulging in the hobby, i did some incredibly stupid things....INCREDIBLY STUPID!!!!!!
I have had sex unprotected with about a dozen sp's, massage therapists, incall girls and street walkers. Some of them more than once and some of them that we have all shared. At the time it was a severe case of the lower head controlling the shots...and anyting was a go....
While the blood tests were being conducted the stupidity of my past kept running through my head!....I went over each and every girl i had bareback sex with, trying to remember details that may give away a sign of STD, if i had seen them around recently, meaning they were still alive and healthy looking.....ever thought kept racing through my head....
There were even a couple who were on their period when i had them....HOW CRAZY IS THAT....i was kicking myself...i was terrified....It took about a month for the insurance company to get back to me with their results and decisions......in that month, i could not eat, i could not sleep, i was jumpy, cranky, and got an ulcer.....now...to add to your worries you get an ulcer, that makes you think that maybe your diseases are starting to manifest....so you worry some more!!!
It was insane....finally...the call came from my insurance agent....
I was breathless...waiting....and the news was.....
GOOD!
I was accepted.....fully insured....clean bill of health too....almost perfect i'd say.....WHAT A RELIEF!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot describe to you that feeling of relief....of liberation of happiness.....surprise.....of the dozen women i had been barebak with, half were street walkers, all of whom were heroin or crack users.....high high risk, the massage gals were russian, very liberal services often provided coming from a high risk country, and the incalls were quebecoise, and one mullatto from new jersey....
Was i ever lucky or what?,....but luck can run out fast....an i am in no way going to jeapordize my life any longer....my life has changed for the better....i am fulfilled, and though i am not saying i will never indulge in the hobby again, if i do...it will be with the best protection possible....no more stupidities......silliness...or danger....getting too old for that...and have too many things going on for me at the moment that i want to enjoy!
All in all...what i am saying...especially to the younger members....play safe....the stress of unsafe sex with high risk people willwera you down and drive you insane, ill etc.....get checked once a year at least....life is good....don't push your luck to the brink.....
Unitl later...
Latenighter