I just finished translating the one testimony that i was permitted to share.
I have received this over snap chat, about an jour or 2 after posting the denunciation.
We spoke again today. She added that she finds herself lucky to have followed her instinct to get out before it was too late.
Trigger Warning
No, I have never worked there… I thought I had a “master” that I had met on fetlife… He insisted on having sexual intercourses with me, without a condom assuring me that he did regular tests and that he would provide me the proofs (which I’ve never seen or had access to) Since the first moments, he put me in a “training” mode. I was sure it was for his gangbangs… humiliation, forced scato, forced fisting, making me continue to suck him or be penetrated even if I was in pain, telling me that it’s because I lacked practice ( I only had 2 sexual partners before him, I believed him… thinking I was ugly and bad in bed).. He wanted us to meet every week and I really felt this was a “training”. He took pictures of me during the act, I wasn’t feeling good, but he said it would be used for his personal use only… After, he wanted me to go to a photoshoot, with a man that I never met, I panicked and contacted a friend that knew him from another girl. Then the story I was being told was really similar to mine… He even showed me the website of Le Rubicon. I confronted him and he reassured me
He even pushed me to believe that the gangbangs were part of his personal fantasies.
He is an excellent manipulator.
This whole situation was very intimidating for me and every time I tried to speak he would laugh and call me a Judeo Christian
I met (NAME RAYED FOR PRIVACY) only
and he wanted to present me to a certain (NAME RAYED FOR PRIVACY)
I started to get paranoid about diseases, seeing that he was fucking all these girls and that for him, I was one in a bunch… Today I ignore him, but he calls and texts me from time to time.
He said that he offered anal trainings… because one time after a fisting I bled a long time and I got really scared for my life…
I quit before he made me an event object… I found it really rough because that’s not how I imagined my first bdsm experience.
You can publish this without naming me…
He told me that he had found me a stage name, I hadn’t understood why…
The place is wonderful and I really believed.
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Thanks again for supporting us. This means a lot to us. We dont want these kind of experiences in our community, in our lives. There is really hard and heavy on all of us emotionally. The things we have read and that have been shared to us are tragic. I'm doing my best to stay professional and poise. It's very hard to not react with vivid emotions. These have happened to people who are meaningful to us.
and again. It is possible to have and share bdsm activities, fantasies. Gangbangs can be done with consent and pleasure.