Deep down you already know the answer (as we all do...) and you're just trying to convince yourself that it's not the case.
She's not that into you no matter how much you'd like it to be otherwise. Deal with it and move on.
she is in fact ymmv
I could not help interpreting this as personally insulting. I guess I have difficulty accepting being a second class citizen. Note most people would consider me not unattractive. I am also fit, polite and generous so that there is no obvious external reason why the service I receive should be limited..... If gfe was off her menu for everyone....
Does she still take your cash with each session?
I think you are still trapped in your emotions. We've all been there. I have a ATF in Germany where we hang out and make out in public. But we both know it won't work. It just took me longer than her to realize it. You'll find your way out eventually.
Life lesson number one: every single thing in life is YMMV except death. If you think everyone gets equal treatment you are setting yourself up for one disappointment after another.
You don't see yourself the way she sees you obviously.
You claim to be from a macho culture and then show what a jealous and fragile ego you have.
Pull up your socks buddy. If you were macho you would not give a shit, you would shrug your shoulders and move on. If you were a mature adult you would respect her choice and move on. Either way you would not be whining about it.
HTFU
Deep down you already know the answer (as we all do...) and you're just trying to convince yourself that it's not the case.
She's not that into you no matter how much you'd like it to be otherwise. Deal with it and move on.
But really none of us here can figure it out for you, maybe just ask her why? She is one to answer your confusion. Or try to tip her for GFE services?
If you are afraid of ruining the chemistry by asking her, then just keep things the way they are or move on.
You may well be right STN but thats what left for me to find out. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. She could have found a more financially productive use of her time than seeing me outside the office
Somehow I can't imagine that happening to you jalimon . It has happened to me more times than I'd care to admit though..girls can be really stupid and just go for complete jerks/douche bags. Lots of times nice guys really do finish last
In that case Salty if you get more service than me I will have to kill myself lol...If you pm me her name, I am on old chubby man, if I get services you do not get you will have some sort of an answer.
In that case Salty if you get more service than me I will have to kill myself lol...
Ha ha good one. TBH the sex with her was never what it should have been obviously so I can easily do without. OTOH she is an awesome person and I find her personal history quite interesting. Frankly I'd prefer to have her as a friend. But I can do without that too if need be.Maybe she likes you a lot as a friend? Remember the good old days in our 20's when a hot girl would hook us up asking us to go skiing or to the clubs and then when you have the guts to make a move on her she would say "ho so sorry I did not wanted you romantically, only as a good friend"
Haaaaaaaaaa!
Worst would be 2 weeks later she would introduce you to her boyfriend and the guy is a fucking douchebag
Cheers,