I can't imagine the preparation before receiving to make sure that no very common personal things are visible such as a card, a letter, etc. also the stress if you realize that during a session
Honestly, it did add to the stress particularly since my place has a lot of objects.. It's clean but it's hard to tidy up because all of my art materials are here and I don't have enough storage for everything I own, so I always ended up forgetting something.. and even then, I felt judged pretty often. At some point I started making jewelry which was a really healing activity for me after a depressive phase, and a regular client I used to see made fun of me and said ''are you opening a kindergarten?''. I've also had people ask me if I had children because I have a lot of stuffed animals and I tend to like cute and pastel colored things. It's quite embarrassing. lol
I had a particularly strange experience once, there was a rumor about me being a heroin addict because I used to take THC oil to sleep and it required a syringe without a needle, and it was by my bed. Someone saw it and I started having a lot of questions from clients who were trying to score H... It was pretty scary. My biggest fear honestly wasn't that a client would snoop.. It's more that he would disrespect the space or spread more rumors like this, or that the neighbors would find out. I had a client I had only seen once leave something in my mailbox several months later, too.
I still take a lot of time preparing myself before an incall date, making sure everything is clean and smells good, creating an atmosphere etc. but the stress is much lower. I like that there's a clear separation between my personal life and my life as Luna now.
