Sniff cocaine!
Putting humor aside, there was a period in my life when I found myself engrossed in the habit of using cocaine alongside with service providers. However, I eventually had to break free from this addiction due to the alarming amount of money I would unknowingly squander. The evening would typically start with me reaching out to one of these service providers around 8 or 9 pm under the influence of cocaine .As the night unfolded, my cravings and desires for a service provider and cocaine would intensify, leading me to implore them to prolong their stay with me for an additional hour, every hour. This relentless cycle would persist until the early hours of the morning, often reaching 6 or 7 am. It is truly astonishing how the passage of time becomes a mere blur when one is under the influence of cocaine.This pattern would continue until the early morning hours, and it's astonishing how quickly time would pass and how little value I would place on the money when I was high on cocaine. This is a true story, and I'm sure others who have experienced similar levels of recklessness can relate.