With an SP, every single time. When I go to a massage parlor the experience goes better on my end.
I feel a lot of pressure with an SP because I feel the need "to be liked or desired" before having sex. I know it's tall in my head.
For me it's always awkward the first minutes before the act, when trying to chit chat.
I'm still getting used to the experience of meeting a SP.
Now, when I go to a massage parlor, I'm already naked, we do some effortless chit chat, lol she's already been playing with my member for a while, the rest comes seamless.
I would like to develop the same attitude with a SP.